So short yet so close

Weekend had come to a close and the next weekend is approaching soon. This is the rate how i live my life now because literally, everyday is filled with trainings and limited rest. After rowing for a good whole 5 years under the scorching hot sun, i seriously have to pray hard it will not take a toll on my skin in the years to come. 5 years rowing with different teams in between - the process and experiences are priceless. Well...people have to move on but those acquaintances and knowledge will stay for as long as we live.

Regatta is happening over the weekends and i hope for the best from it because everyone whacked hard and got whacked badly too. He was so not magnanimous to us at all but we all took it well.

On a side note, i'm in the midst of planning for my birthday. I am pretty pleased to know that i have such great friends((: Thank you to all, especially this someone who helped me gotten this chalet.

Till the end of 2009, i've got things to do:



1) Less than a week time, Regatta Race
2) 3 weeks time, Penang Race
3) 4 weeks time, 21st Birthday Bash
4) 5 weeks time, Christmas


PS: I've not seen the boyfriend for almost one week 2 days now because i was confined in camp and feeding mosquitoes. Let's await for the weekends(:

All it takes to be now

Viola! This is gonna be my first post since ages ago. Yes...i am pretty busy with school because exams are now on the go and i am struggling through it with ease. I wish. My brain cells are totally damaged by those excessive memory space taken up, i need to inject some rejuvenation to pep it up again. Anyway, i haven't been catching up with anyone lately - not to mention i did with Vincent. And that's pretty much about it because i have little time to spare. Those HDs and Ds are so far fetched now that my first paper almost spelt trouble. One down, two to go. Please help me get this over and done with and see myself proceeding to the next semester smoothly. I seriously need to be back for trainings once everything ended, if not i'll be the utimate loser. Ciao.

A nest to coop in

Due to pardonable reasons, i havent been updating recently. I am pretty caught up with much school work and trainings, no words will suffice to convey the fatigue i am experiencing. And its starting all over for the boyfriend who booked in hours ago because he had dedicated his service to the police force. All i can say is i would expect what is going to come next (more or less) but well, this is not as bad as the armed forces. For now, it will be the weekends book-outs and book-ins with no field camps to look forward to. A big no no.

On a lighter note, school semster is going to end with examinations in oct/nov and with the late night outs and fun i've been engaging lately, i got to abstain till this period is over. Seriously. Its the beginning of October and everything seems to be perfectly smooth. Let's hope things will remain this way.

PS: I missed dwelling in my comfort zone, sipping a cup of milo with a novel in my hand. And probably with the boyfriend gaming by the side. It simply feels great to snuggle up together on a rainy day like this.

The not-so-perfect snapshot

I'm squezing in some space to write now because i foresee i won't be able to grasp that much time later this week. Given the current school loads and commitments, i am struggling to gasp for air as the clock ticks away, this is suffocating.

Somehow or rather i've become the shepherd to lead a pack of sheeps who are simply waiting for the shepherd's instructions without initiating. We've come to this stage to be an undergraduate and i cannot see why some people do not behave like one. Frustrating.

On a side note, my body is still recovering from the consecutive 3 days training and today will be the 4th. Besides, i still have unperformed fitness tests to complete. I am really at my threshold and seriously need a good rest.

Anyway, trying to advert for my friend's sister's blogshop: http://herdaintybelle.livejournal.com
Do take a look peeps(: Perks: $2 discount on every piece you buy and free registered post!

Will do the pictures later tonight if possible. To school now. Ciao(:

Irrationale is not part of me

Let me sneak in something while this site is back on track(:

I was pretty upset with my behavior with insufficient rationale thinking and blurted out things to the boyfriend that i only meant in a rage. This is not how things work;at least not for me when im turning 21 soon - entering into adulthood. I inevitably admit people do err but on my part, it is quite an unforgivable act. Again, the boyfriend lets me off this time round.

Everybody wants to treasure everyone and everything that matter but sometimes when thing gets alittle out of control, it simply gets through one's head without even having a thorough thought to it.

We just have to push through this phase and ride it.

There're so much more we can do under the sun and i cant wait for those. For now, its time to hit my forever-ending notes.

I will salvage the falling tree

As i'm writing this, it's the morning of typical Thursdays, getting ready to welcome the new television and speaker sets due to arrive soon. Blogger had not been behaving very well lately because the same problem prevails again and ever so constantly that i'd like to give up uploading any pictures and simply blog without those.

School had been pretty hectic with semester long project, upcoming tests and examinations, i'd have to forgo trainings this time round, if neccessary. It is now that i understood why my friends mug so hard when they enter university life. Time to prioritise what's important and what's not at this juncture;once bitten twice shy. Anyway, its only a month since i am in the new found team and i'm already hearing most of them failing certain modules so they'll be leaving prolly in december when the dragonboat scene subsides then. Disheartening it may sound, but decisions have to be made somehow or rather.

I am envious of those who balanced well in their studies and sports. In the meantime, while i am still striving to attain this, i'd better place my focus more on the former. In approx 3hrs' time, will be breezing through the comex fair for a external hard disk just in case my lappy fails on me again.

If tomorrow never comes

I attempted to write in this space, hopeful that all the functions are perfectly fine again. And voila...it is! I was already half-heartedly convincing myself on the switch this afternoon because multiple failing attempts made me do so. 2009 is into the last week of August now, this makes the fourth week since school started. Everything is moving pretty fast forward becuase in 2 weeks' time, comes the tests and in another month's time, it'll be exams. Can life be like that of 'Click' where i possess a remote control to reverse back time when i need it and fast forward time when i do not? Precisely, it's a no.

Friday did a little catching up with gwen&shiya and saturday was a typical rowing day where i got myself burnt like a red lobster while waiting for the Austcham 10km race to start off and also the impromptu gleeful stayover at the boyfriend's because im too worn out and lazy to get home. Staying in had been our favourite past time eversince dont-know-when because this is what we call wind down and it helps now that the boyfriend's has my new found love- SCV with animal planet(: Sunday was exceptionally rare because i skipped training for school work, with sleeping in on a rainy day, it had never felt so good before.

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