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When everything seem to be revolving so fast around me, i find myself having insufficient time to complete whatever that's needed to be completed. I would always procrastinate about so much workload and in the end of the day, i would seldom complete my work but get stuck to my procrastination. This cycle just goes on and on until finally, i knock some senses into my head and complete it. Procrasination made me rant to and annoy the boyfriend so much that i secretly think he's gonna strangle me one day..."Shut up, would you!" But honestly, this treatment will probably be the last thing i'm gonna get from him. No doubt.

Not much from yesterday, just that i could not stand the guys sometimes with their MCP (male chauvinist pig) thinking. Why do we always have to accomodate them when both parties have to give and take. Why can't they be the one giving and us taking? Is this what they always refer to the MCP as egoistical creatures? I guess so. We had a couple of pacings with the other teams and let's just see what happen in Regatta. To date, i can say i'm just proud of the girls. I am sunburnt! Period.

My mind is constantly in a whirlpool, there's so much things going through. It had become a routine to be waking up early, punctual for all lessons, listen attentively in lessons, writing down notes, breaktime, lessons again, trainings, home sweet home - without the boyfriend. The significance of his presence is evidently surfacing. The boyfriend called yesterday, i can't help but cry my woes out - literally. He knew very well what happened. That's more than i could ask for from him - now.

Estee: evrytym i tink far, I'll tink of me carrying a cute baby of mine n ivans lei. e baby will cute, n i'll b carryin him/her evrywher. chubby in my arms.. woo. love! But God has his plans. tts y im still in sp yr3, gotta work 1st t earn $. well, its all 4 e future.. so im not complainin. hehe. yours??

Me: Lols. I did think far.carrying a cute baby like Sidney's child. Hes so damn cute! Haa. Jus wanna work hard & earn more money fer a better life ahead(: as fer D.i pray hard tat hes the one! hehs. Im so used to him now. Hes someone whos so damn nice to me but lazy sometimes. I jus feel unrestricted wif him. Hehe.

Well, babies are indeed so adorable. ESTEE!!!! The amount of rantings and woes i poured out to Estee lately are uncountable. I can't help it...

I MISS HIM.

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Tests are coming up, say this wednesday. The most dreadful thing that can happen in my entire schooling life. I abhor it especially at this time of my life when the boyfriend entered NS and i've got no one to constantly call to disturb and be stupid by telling: " YAY!! I'm down with 1 topic! " And i'd do this for every topic i'm down with. I figured how annoying i am during the test period but still, i want to do it because i feel a sense of satisfaction when i manage to complete a topic. I missed the times i would always ask silly questions and he'd just shake his head with his cheeky grin.