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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

More for me

I am supposed to be researching for my FYP in the library now but to no avail. I tried hard. The library always had this musky smell that turns stale sometimes when it is congested with people with their smelly feets, body odour and bad breathe.

Lately i would find myself doing a weekend routine:

Fri: If the boyfriend book out (usually in the evening), travelled all the way to pasir ris. Met up, bubble tea shop ,to his house and back to my house for a stayover.

Sat: If the boyfriend book out, travelled to pasir ris / If not- breakfast, the boyfriend dota-ing & back to his house, grocery shopping, dinner with the family, supper with the boyfriend and home sweet home.

Sun: To the boyfriend's (afternoon), dinner and sending the boyfriend off to his booking in.

Well, this is how i spent my weekends eversince the boyfriend entered NS - a total nightmare.
This routined weekend won't be long as my trainings with scdf is starting soon, part of me anticipates it yet it just meant lesser time for the boyfriend.

Someone, somehow finally straightened out his thoughts and wished me an advanced Happy Birthday. Thank you for that & also for hurting me so badly then. I just couldn't see myself communicating with you anymore, let alone be friends. However, i can forcibly respond to you if you do approach me.

Monday blues were in for me this week with me delibrately oversleeping, very reluctant to get myself off the bed. Guilt was bugging me, i figured i shouldn't skip the morning lesson and arrived at 10am for a 9am lesson. Then it was off to sleep again during lesson - i know, it totally defeats the purpose of me going for the lesson but it does make a huge difference in the attendance sheet. I'll always feel so ecstatic when the lecturer declared "You may go now" and hurried off to meet my mum and anthony - Shopping sprees! It was then off to New York New York for yummy treats.
I'd always look forward to every bookouts that i'll just spend the rest of my days aimlessly and committing a grave offence of being lazy. So much for being so lazy lately that now i have to rush my FYP and trying to catch up with lectures. Spare me more time!

Friday;brownie baking

Saturday;cineleisure


Sunday;the boyfriend's


Monday;New York New York





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