A Plethora of Blas'e

It was indeed a week full of celebrations, it was all planned out way before Christmas arrived. No doubt it was a joyous week to rejoice about for the mass population, for me i have to suppress all my pessimistic thoughts of what's going on around me and live through this occasional celebrations. Putting an end to my floodgates was the last thing i could do lately, with me as a thinker who always put on my thinking cap and think non-stop - the good and the bad.

The boyfriend had been showering me with all his love and care he is capable of, at this critical phase of my life. For those who are aware of what i am going through and bother a shit out of this, a thank you to you.

For the 2weeks of blocked leave the boyfriend had, it was fully utilised and now i will be deprived for let's say till 31st december when the boyfriend books out. My heart would always sank so low and heavy when the boyfriend had to head home after our meet outs. This meant 1 more day is down again, holding on to falsifying hopes that the remaining days would come to a halt- yes...i wish. And the nights when the boyfriend stayed over, it was ever so short-lived; the night is not so young afterall.

I keep the rest of my days excited in an attempt to put up a DIY scrapbook before the New Year arrives for the boyfriend, going on bingeing sessions to put away my thoughts, shopping sprees in search for the boyfriend's perfect gift and hopefully, some catching up with the busy bunch.

Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant at United Square's;