One day, twenty-four hours

A few days ago while on msn, my friend said how time flies because 3 yrs back, he was still whining to me about his ex;had a new gf now and a year back about this time, he was still asking me for job recommendation;serving the nation now. Well, as cliched as it may sound, i do agree with him. 3 years back, i just entered poly; now i had graduated and 2 years back, how someone caught my heart;we're still staying strong till now.

Life is always made up of 'thens' and 'nows', i am so fascinated how each day passed in a glimpse even though how some people whined it off and procrastinate how each day is passing so miserably slow.

Yesterday came a surprise -barely, maybe because this had already happened a couple of times but i'm always glad enough to see the boyfriend book out. Now that Brunei is almost a week away, i'd of course want him around more often. Maybe he might get another nights out today(:

chao PSP gamer

Catch me tenderly

For the fact that i am feeling groggy and down with a fever made me weakened and dazed infront of the television with all my battle equipments, trying hard to keep myself warm. My companion was not at all here by me, no one to blame for it because there ought to be some unforeseen cicumstances. The week is indeed long, however here it is - saturday is right before me. A day that i'd usually strained my neck so long for, but unfortunately not today. A shoulder for me to lean on, a hand for me to hold onto - i have to abandon the thought. It can sometimes be a pleasure yet be a thousand sufferings at the same time. Such a paradox, will you go for it?

Go, Went, Gone

My friend's dad, who is also my neighbour passed away just a few days ago on friday. He died of cancer at the age of 49, he contracted it since 2003. No doubt, he lived strong till that very day. It was a momentary heart pangs when i heard the news from my mum, it hit my emotions so hard that it almost trigger my floodgates.

Sometimes i often wonder what would it be in the afterlife? Does it even exists? I cannot imagine losing my close friends, especially my loved ones - how hurt would it be? Indescribable. All I can do is cherish every single moments, even in the midst of taking things for granted.

The boyfriend is going to Brunei soon and another trip to Taiwan. Something not to look forward to. If all are smooth, i'll probably end up in Estee's plight now that ibano's away in Taiwan.

Ice3 cafe & pratas;

Skipping merrily

The weekends are kicking in. Yes, again. This week had been filled with much sentiments with the boyfriend's double surprise of him booking out on monday and tuesday.

Tuesday dinner after my tuition

Wednesday at Crystal Jade

Paint the rainbow with a tinge of golden

Looking back at those times when i was throwing my little tantrums, sweared & cursed at the heat of the moment and left those affected dumb folded. Often, an apologise cures all problems but overtime, the word 'Sorry' seem to be redundant. It's afterall the sincerity that always counts or maybe the pledge to not commit the same offence again is sincerely executed in time to come. The latter would result in an empty pledge.
It is almost impossible to free a broken glass from the slightest defects, the only way is to mend it as close to perfect as possible. Sometimes i wish i could reach for the overside of the rainbow and to tell an impressive tale of their granny to my grandchildren.


Wednesday - Sakura with Yunn Sin & Zak




PS: You know i'm disheartened through silence when my fatal kick hit so hard on you.

Anointing faith in a second

My package arrived today, a reason for me to beam after done watching The Seventh Day- a soap opera i often indulged in. Melodramas no doubt give the greenlight for my floodgates.

It is so facetious how life appears to be, everyone trying hard to reach out for all the riches in the world, with the perception to seal it off with a happy ending. Yes, living a simple life is a norm, but why all those hassle to fight for a socialite living, where it appears to be in a faraway land. A never-never land for the mass.

True bliss is created in one's own hands.

A taste of valor

Sunday spells the end of the weekend & also the day where the boyfriend books in. I can say i'm lucky enough now that i get to receive calls and smses everyday from him and maybe this opportunity will be shortlived when new arrangement sets in. Well, i've not been appreciating all these though deep in me, i'm secretly delighted. Yes, a paradox it may seem.

Lately, i've been unhappy with how everything goes and my nastiness prevail impatiently. Ok, maybe it is just an emotional distress and i am the damsel. Solution would be shutting myself in seclusion and manipulating my feelings. I've flooded my timetable with several tuitions nowadays and no doubt, fetching a good pay. With all these, i have to constantly remind myself that i have to be patient and accomodating. The courage to finally accept you for who you are, is indeed not easy.

His mr bean's bear from a girl-friend

Botak Jones with his family on Saturday

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