Talking about the blues

Monday today certainly don't feels too blue because it is a public holiday which means i get to escape from work. However, things like these aren't going to be standstill but i always look forward to what is in plan for me. Lately, i've been screwed up with my messed up behaviour - i am living in parnoia and on the basis of assumptions with some intuitions. It isn't the best thing that could happen on me because when pesismisim engulf me, im capable of more ridiculous stuff. All these have to be stopped somehow. Seriously, i need to grow up. Everyone is saying hello to recession now but somehow, it don't hit me and i've been spending fervently. They are 2 dresses, a new cell phone and pleasure eats this week. I hope i learn the art of saving because im so caught up right now.

Tuesday @ Hot Tomato Express PS

Saturday @ Shokudo Cineleisure

The stayover & chinatown

The greatest paradox

"We still have fun. Spontaneous good times. Yesterday, after flipping the rubber band off the rolled-up newspaper, he flipped it playfully at me: this led to all-out war. Last Saturday, while at the grocery store, we split the list and then raced each other to see who could gather the required items and make it to the check-out stand first. We've made an art form out of our prepared gourmet dinners, Even washing dishes together can be a blast, We enjoy simply being together.

And there are surprises: surprises in daily living. One time when I came home from work to find a note on the front door. This note led me to another note, then to another, until-many notes later-I was directed to the walk-in closet, I opened the door to find Scott holding a "pot of gold" (my cooking kettle) and the treasure of a gift package. Ever since then, I often leave him notes on the mirror or slip little presents under his pillow."

I guess love eventually lasts with all the small things we deem too little, presented daily for each other. When everyone falls in love, they often wonder, "What will make this love last?" There are no special ingredients to it but comfortable is the key, the rest will follow suit eventually.

True love, is that which can give the most without asking or demanidng anything in return

The lack of rheotorical effect

My two weeks break unfortunately is coming to an end. Can i hold onto it longer please? Well, maybe not so soon. Not to mention, i had a rewarding 2 weeks all to myself- abundance of hongkong dramas, training and catching up with the girls, exploring singapore with my mum while she's running errands but sadly, i've lost touch with all my reads abandoned at home. It is time to track back those good old days when i'm having intensive reading. Saturday was my dad's birthday and yes, he was especially delighted when we (my brothers and i) got him a watch and a celebration after that.

Ok, i am starting to feel that my posts are rather boring because in life, special events do happen but in rare occasions and all people can do is either rant or share the details of those not so special events in their life. However not so special it may be, all these bits & pieces filled up my life and it's definitely worth sealing it up in the memory lane. There is so much we want to do but at the end of the day, we can only do this much and we tell ourselves "I've already tried my best."

The concrete decision to do something

I've been asking myself this question"What the hell am i doing right now?" Is this what i seek after graduating from poly and the fact that my chance of getting into a local university is so minimal, i've decided to try my luck again next year. The best alternative is to get my ass in SIM if all else fails. It's been hard for me to face the music in the working life. I hate to see myself out of the student world and being engaged in the complicating working society. Everyone appears to be wolf in sheep's skin. Sometimes, i just wish i could live in self-denial for the rest of my life - to stop studying till i get my Phd, get a rich hubby, run my own business; simply to escape the intense complicated working life.

I dislike the feeling to be intimidated or manipulated by someone;it makes me feel so small, so small that my pressence is not felt. It's similar to that of a dwarf talking to a giant. I've strive to be better when school starts next year because i do not want to be so tiny the next time round when im armed with a higher qualification. In the meantime, my job will be commencing on the 13th. Well, with a diploma and seeking on a short term job, there aren't much options to choose from and im always landed with admin; the most boring job ever!

This week had been nicely spread out with meet-ups and not to forget the boyfriend.

Saturday;Crystal Jade Cafe @ Bugis Street



Sunday; East Coast Park with D & family

Held onto these hands for 2 years & on


The small stuff to sweat about is to embrace each other right from the beginning again because there will never be an end to it.

Saturday with the girls at Modesto's;