Compromise

He looked up at me through his impossibly long lashes, his golden eyes soft but, somehow, still scorching. "I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"
There were so many things I wanted to say, someof them not nice at all, and others more disgustingly gooey and romantic than he probably dreamed I was capable of. Rather than embarrass myself with either, I whispered, "Yes."
"Thank you," he said simply. He took my left hand and kissed each of my fingertips before he kissed the ring that was now mine.

A thousand thoughts are screening through my mind now and i've yet to examine them individually. I need to hold every single one of them in place - prim & proper. There are so much to say while it takes ages to execute them;i hope i can accomplish as much as i can. Somehow, i wish for the existence of a 'emotion controller' so that i can use it to control my over-sensitive nature. Yes...i am a 'kan cheong spider', who goes around worrying alot and venting irrationally. I can't help it. I don't mean it. I am sorry if I do hurt you.