I failed to try

For the couple of days i did not mange this post, the unexpected came. I met my malay bf (bestfriend/boyfriend) i mentioned about in my earlier post and it was couple of weeks from now already. I've been unable to cough out this incident for who-knows-why. But it really caught me off guard when i was so tired, dragging my feet home, not to mention - lugging a few ntuc bags because i went grocery shopping. Total unglam i know. While waiting for the green man at the junction, someone tapped me and a familiar sight caught me in surprise. We exchanged a few words but all the while, i was answering his questions but not the other way round.
He asked why I look so shocked as if a stranger was striking a conversation with me. In fact, i was stunningly dazed, i have so much to catch up with him but so little time at that moment. Yes..i was rather flabbergasted. And when the red man turns green, it was goodbye and i did not even ask for his contact number. Partly because I am still dazing and that had not come across my mind. Gosh...what was I thinking. Well, he changed - a plumber version but still, his looks were there. Yes...people do change and how i wish i could talk to him a little longer and have him as my best friend again.