I fear to say goodbye

Taking last minute leave is so me nowadays because i've been holding onto the no work attitude almost everyday. One thing to look forward is the amount of time I would chat up with my partner and the occasional reads now that workload had lighten. I used to and had been complaining to the boyfriend eversince I started work and now that things turn alittle bit better, I still do the occasional whine. Most of the time, the boyfriend is kind enough to entertain my repeated bitter grumbling. Now that life comes to a standstill for me, I am feeling restless almost everyday, seeking for interesting hideouts every now & then. Ironically, the boyfriend is extremely weary for now.

1. I am waiting for the right time to travel to Hongkong, Bangkok, Bali, Redang & Perth (if YS aunt allows us to bunk in)
2. Had been pondering how long more will I receive the acceptance letter
3. Been spending alot of time bunking in with the boyfriend for downloaded movie marathons
4. Pestering the boyfriend to watch Own Time Own Target
5. Harping on the idea to take up diving and wakeboarding (Provided if the girls are free)
6. Looking forward to every weekends rowing
7. Massive mindless thinking
8. Hoping to visit the pet farm with the boyfriend soon to view the husky again 9. Wonders how life would be when school starts & ORD for the boyfriend
10. Drill myself to bake soon

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A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.
What do you think were the four words?
The husband just said "I Love You Darling"
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behaviour. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.
Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.
If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.
Take off all your envies, jealousies, and unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.
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'I miss your touch on my face & kiss on my lips everytime you bid goodbye'