Haven't you notice the time?

Let me announce - the blog is so dead for this once. I haven't got the time to/lazy/just can't be bothered to be on my lappy. Wells, the lunar new year is coming and it is not much of a thing for me;at least for the boyfriend, it is. This year will be dead boring (most of my relatives are overseas) and with minimal angbaos, how interesting can it gets?

Shopping for CNY clothes over the past one week was insane, human congestions everywhere and i could hardly get to shop at peace. The boyfriend claims that it's okay if i don't get new clothes because i literally get them every month so it makes no different if it's for the new year. Alright, i have to admit he hit the bull's eyes.

I've finally done something that i've always wanted, which is to get a tattoo. The boyfriend accompanied me to Johnny2thumb @ Fareast. I was screaming inside because the pain is excruciating and during the process, i was clenching my hands together with eyes tightly closed, squeezing every drops of tears that i had. A sense of satisfaction overwhelms me when the session was done. But wait, the tattooist uncle (meng tat) was great, tinge of humor and very chatty with good skills. I feel kind of stupid to ask if there is numbing cream before the session begins. Please don't laugh because i am a person who is afraid of needles okay.

Reunion dinner was held early today at my aunt's house. Dishes weren't too tasty this year though but it's all about gathering. Tomorrow shall be dining at my grams and lunching out with the girls. Let's look forward to CNY:)

Some overdue pictures.

23/1/09 - Orchard with the boyfriend and mummy

Suan acting cute!

Pineapple making process


He got a ear piercing. She got a tattoo.

Stranded in my coop

Age has definitely taken its toll on me. No? My muscles are screaming at me after the training on Saturday and i choose to believe it is me not training as regularly but not the former. It feels like i am back to year 1 in poly when my body will ache so much that i can't even straighten my arms, not to mention raise them above my head. My thighs would hurt so badly like they had been punched a hundred times repeatedly and the minute i start to walk the stairs, my legs would start to wobble. And the minute i try to sit on a chair, i have to press on the sides and place my miserable buttcheeks in place.
For today, i can hardly reach for things above my head and opening the usual office door has suddenly becomes a chore for me. I need some comfort food - dark chocolates, strawberries & cheeries. I realised how muddle-headed i can get; in haste on Sunday stayover at the boyfriend's, i left my glasses behind and it costs me a trip to Tampines today. On a lighter note, it gives me a good excuse to see him. Alright people, more updates and picture posts on my next visit:)

He once again slid my ring into place on the third finger of my left hand. Where it would stay - conceivably for the rest of eternity.

Compromise

He looked up at me through his impossibly long lashes, his golden eyes soft but, somehow, still scorching. "I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"
There were so many things I wanted to say, someof them not nice at all, and others more disgustingly gooey and romantic than he probably dreamed I was capable of. Rather than embarrass myself with either, I whispered, "Yes."
"Thank you," he said simply. He took my left hand and kissed each of my fingertips before he kissed the ring that was now mine.

A thousand thoughts are screening through my mind now and i've yet to examine them individually. I need to hold every single one of them in place - prim & proper. There are so much to say while it takes ages to execute them;i hope i can accomplish as much as i can. Somehow, i wish for the existence of a 'emotion controller' so that i can use it to control my over-sensitive nature. Yes...i am a 'kan cheong spider', who goes around worrying alot and venting irrationally. I can't help it. I don't mean it. I am sorry if I do hurt you.

I'll take it from here

This is a rather late post for the year 2009 because i haven't got the fervor to write a post. I hate to think i am growing so fast each time a year passed and when december finally comes, i will be officially a year older. It is such a dread to hit the 20s and yes, i must surrender to reality. On a lighter note, 21 is the legalised age and i am finally legal; well, at least when december comes.

I've been yearning for this year because i'll soon get to hit the books again and head back to school. After surviving the working society for almost a year, this is certainly something to anticipate. I hope Huiqi will be taking up the same course as me so i won't be a lone soul like some freshies as how i once were in poly.

It had been awhile that i noticed how my plans to do something, would somehow flop and it has since become a habit. It certainly feels not right to plan something and 'POOF!' it disappeared. I want to make 2009 a decisive and executing year...perhaps this is my re-solution.

31/12/08 - Vivo;

02/01/09;

I am a fairytale girl.

I want to live happily ever after.