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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I breed sluggishness in me



I am quite washed down with the current slothful me. Because i haven't been running for at least twice a week, haven't been updating the blog, haven't been facebooking, haven't been baking (except for Vday), haven't been reading and haven't been too keen to apply for university entrance (leaving till the last minute). I only seek comfort infront of the television and on my bed straight after work. And i swear if i am going to lead this kind of lifestyle, i am so going to be piling up those cellulites and ending up being a 'fei mei'. The idea of being fat with a huge tummy frightened me so much that i'd rather go aneroxic and seek help from Marie France. Then again, i am not directing at anyone. I would seriously swear by those facial and bodycare products, understanding that constant basking under the sun does serious damages when i age. Give me some motivation and fervor to push myself over my limit, anyone?

Valentine had just pass and it was a great deal of fun to be grocery-shopping with the boyfriend and whipping up seafood baked rice and rosti with sausages with him. His mum would be rather glad that we din't burn down her kitchen. A simple affair brings the best for both of us and i wouldn't trade anything for that moment.




Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Give me a dose of magaritas

Hello Mr Blogger, it is time to revitalise you now because i admit i had been neglecting you so often. So much things to keep track of and i am seriously lost. All i hope for is to successfully get enrolled into a school and study. I am not criticising that work ain't good but it is rather mundane to be desk bound and i could not stand the hours super glued to my seat. Not something to brag about how fun and inviting it is.

CNY have been awesome with some catching ups and getting angbaos but the tinge of festive mood is nowhere to be found - at least for me. Right now, im seeking comfort in my space, feeling groggy and waiting for the boyfriend's reply due to 1. his cell has no battery or 2. he is locked up in camp. The feeling of detachment is so torturing because i have a friend who will be away sailing for a good 6 weeks, leaving his gf right here in this island. So i am considered blessed enough ay?

When economy is heading towards the dump site, parents are still debating over which junior colleges or polytechnics is the best and comparing their child's results. For goodness sake, count themselves lucky that they have a place to even study. Because i couldn't stand those aunite(s) in the office discussing and debating over it, almost everyday. This is insane.

Life is this hard when it has come to a point where there is no sizzle to it and remians so stagnant. Well, i promise to live my life as much as i would want it to be or at least make the effort to.
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