It has always been you

If there's one thing I need to comment on the boyfriend. He is ever so patient with me and never loses his cool even if he's feeling down. But it's always not the case for me because i am hot headed and loses it easily. We've both grown much together in the years and sure, we will grow stronger everyday as the vague route gets by. I am glad i have you B.


you know you love me xoxo
and i love you too(:

Laugh hard like you've never been before

I've never been a fan of MJ, but i do hear his songs occasionally. And now that radio stations had been airing his songs every now and then in memory of him. I was still wondering what's up with the MJ fever, apparently i wasn't hearing intently to the deejays - blame it on my weak eardrums. It came as a surprise when i read an article on his death - he was 50, preparing to make a comeback for 50 shows and now he is gone. Well...people do come and go. However, the speed intervals involved is often too fast for us to grasp hold of. Remember Heath Ledger, the guy who played the joker, his came as a shock too. You never know when you will be gone but till that day comes, let us care a little more for our loved ones and spread little joys around to show them your love and inject laughter to their life. Because every little now makes a memorable look back from then.

On a side note, everyone are so busy with their work and school while i am left out, all here by myself. I am literally wandering free, even during work and i would start harrassing people on my contact list, starting from the wonderful boyfriend to dearest my friends. I am very restless, i need to occupy myself every single minute. But on the occasional times, i still need some me-time alone - not that much. I love spending time with the people i love, i'll never get bored in their presence; especially with the boyfriend.
Well...i do sense that eversince he is posted to the current camp, he is totally exhausted from everything he does. It may not be the ideal situation you would want to get caught up in but all i have to say is hold on there because the dark is brightening up soon. And i'll be here just like you were there with me at my lowest point(:

Cheer up my boy((:

I can reach out high above

I've been missing out to fill in some updates because i am worn out almost at the end of each day which i choose to seek comfort on my bed and snug up to watch Gossip Girl. This is what i've been doing every other weekdays. It had been a routine coming back from work but things will be different once work is out and school is in. Well..this certainly is something to look forward to. July is going to be a busy month with much celebrations to anticipate, enrolment for SIM and the last month of work. July...please be nice because i will be(:

Sunday;Water Fest @ Marina Bay

Friday @ Swensens;

Moment of inertia

It's 1 and a half more months to school and yes, i cant wait for it to come true. Never got the intention to post once in a blue moon because i am dead beat almost everyday, even though all i do at work is eat and talk, of cause accompanied by some work done. Weekends are burnt with trainings and every Saturday is the opening of torture chamber where i got my butt an abrasion. I haven't been shopping with the boyfriend because at the end of the day (for weekends), we would both switch to hibernate mode and weekdays are always a no no- the boyfriend knocking off late and hardworkingly training for poly50. Let's hope July is a better month, given that the GSS is still on by then and the big day to make a big HOO HA about.

PS: I know my post is getting a tad boring, will have more upcoming pics -if there are. Ciao!

My hopeful down to the drain

I'm caught in a dejected mood now, call me out of sorts or heartsick; it don't matter. I've got back my lappy a moment ago because it died out on me a couple of days back. I've been holding onto the hopeful that no reformatting will be done but the hopeful turns out to be hopeless. There it goes;all those precious photos which i hold dearly and information that i stored from ages ago are all gone in a POOF! I really dreaded this day to come, i couldn'[t get a backup copy because my lappy gave no warning signals. Well, i can only retrieve those pictures posted in my blog. I need time to digest.

This is what i called true bliss

I want someone who shares with me the every big and small things that happen in his life. The kind of warmth and closeness can only be felt through such communications. The happy, the sad, the hilarious, the interesting; of all sorts. We will share woes together, laugh together and cuddle each other. Only then, we are entwined into each other's life and true emotions can be shared along the route.

Open your heart and let me in.

Strawberry shortcakes

Spongebob loves Patrick((:

Last week was cosying up with Zak and the usual trainings with the girls. It had been quite sometime since she is available to actually meet but only me & yunnsin were free for it. Well...more meet ups after the june races, the girls inclusive. The boyfriend is back from his 5 days trip and it sure feels incredibly fast, the moment i stop to think what day it is; it's already the month of June now. And yes, the letter came and i'll be starting school in August if nothing comes in the way. I'll soon be adapting to new environment - anewteam, anewschool, anewdirection, holding onto the usualfriends, ex-belovedteammates & the dearestboyfriend.

Some things in life are simply irreplaceable.

Stupid acts in the office

Ben&Jerry's

Stuff from the trip;

Patrick says Hi to Adidas(: