Time explains uncertainty

I've left this space rather empty because blogger obviously has some errors to it;i can't post any pictures. Is it just me or everyone is experiencing the same problem? Because seriously,i need to vandalise this space a little.
Sometimes i really need to get my feelings checked before acting and this always vexed me out so much that i take it out on the boyfriend. Yes..he has become my virtual sandbag. However, the many times i mentioned he is nice enough to let me be;he is really that nice. Weekends are extravagance eating sprees before all the trainings start;still unknown of all that is going to happen. From Angus charcoal grill to $50 fishhead steamboat to Udder's lychee martini, earl grey, mao shan wang ice cream and to Modesto's.

Last friday was our 3rd anniversary but the boyfriend got something on, so we posted our time together to the next day and watched a horror melodrama comedy 'Murderer', calls for a roll of laughter towards the end of the show. We gave Harry Potter a miss because of bad critics but i secretly want to catch it soon with the boyfriend. Dinner was at Modesto's, food was nice, ambience was reasonable, feeling was right and of cause, my companion was fabulous;what more can i ask for? It had been long since we dine together like this because almost every weekends would be dinner with our family. Oooh..and did i mention the boyfriend got to clear his leaves starting yesterday, i was definitely happy to hear this; him getting out of his busy work, him catching up with his friends, him gaming all day long and me spending more time with him before SPF starts for him(: He'd always know what makes me smile but would choose do it in a discreet way, alternatively, he'd be left in the dark wondering what exactly i want;a wooden plank i reckon. All in all...i love you.

My weekly count down has been shorten down to say, a couple of days to end of work and start of a new school term. It's time to get textbooks, print out notes, stock up stationery and clothes hunt in my closet.


PS: I still cant upload pics onto blogger, someone help please!!!

Indispenable heroes

I want to write today because only it will express how i am feeling. I sincerely feel ecstatic today because i realise no matter how tough the route ahead gets, i still have my mum & the boyfriend. These are the two important person who made an impact on my life because they've been through my worst with me. I've grown and am still growing with them both. And to my dear friends who had been there for me, you girls are loved!

I took a halfay leave to look for the boyfriend because he is finally (takes forever) taking off and it means more time together. Nothing beats seeing the boyfriend happily (lazily) relaxed at home(: After everything, i headed home and met my mum halfway through for dinner at JP and i noticed something. Something warmth and worthy to share about- a son and a mum were dining together on their individual hotpots, the mum went to get more food. While waiting for the mum to be back, the son actually filled the mum's bowl with the cooked food he prepared for her. Well..such simple things just warm my heart at that instant.

All your presence do matter in times of happiness and woes

Towards a green day

I've been an ardent fan of the mystery behind Geisha eversince the book 'Memoirs of s Geisha'. Recently, i've come across this article in Asian Geographic on Geisha. It is a downright shame that they're often regarded as prostitutes even to these days. The fomer is evidently a far cry from the latter. Geishas are a rare lot in Japan and they have to go through apprenticeship to become professional art performers. Geisha means 'artist', their existence is to bring art and beauty into the world. They would always don on their intricately designed kimonos, their well known mask-like make up and their meticulously done hairdo. However much the article touch on, it is afterall a research study on Geishas with not much insight into the lives of Geishas. In the meanwhile, i can only read up more on them while hoping there's a time when i can visit Kyoto someday and catch a glimpse of these mysterious beauties before they 'extinct'.

Third week of the month and i've no doubt been catching up with my friends. What's missing is the absence of the boyfriend because of the ever-so-dreaded duties he needs to perform every week. Not forgetting this week was a special case which he had 3 duties, almost consecutively. I can only rant to him,no matter how much i hated it. It was heart-wrenching to see the boyfriend coming down a fever and flu symptoms and performing the duties. Sense of relief swam into me only when i got to see the boyfriend on a Friday night. Worried.

Backlogging of pictures coming up soon because it takes quite sometime to load those pictures. Ciao!

A hard knock deserves

I want to make you happy
Laugh like you only live for today


I have no idea what is wrong with my lappy because apparently, i'm the only one who cannot upload pictures onto blogger and this is certainly something that gets on me. This have to mean my entries will be dull and monotonous without the visuals. Eversince i got my lappy reformatted, no more photoshop (no idea where the CD went to), no more microsoft office (i am still looking for one to install), no more photos (i have no backup) and now, the function to upload pictures onto blogger is somehow blocked. I can barely survive without these, save me someone!
Today i received a call from a tuition agency and the assignment given was to a primary 3 boy, EMS, twice a week, 1.5hrs a day and budget was 160bucks. The thing special about this assignment is this little boy has cancer and just went for chemotherapy, this explains the budget. I am still waiting for a confirmation on this assignment though. I hope i won't be too emotional to teach upon seeing this little kid because i am afterall, a person who demonstrates feelings easily. I want to share this with everyone, this affected me pretty much: http://www.ourfeistyprincess.com/
I shared this with the boyfriend, all he could choked up with was 'this is life'.

Recently, the boyfriend is so packed and exhausted - i want to lessen his burden and make him a happy man like 'Behind every successful man there is a woman'.

Jiahui's 21st;

Ivan's Farewell;

YunnSin's 20th;

Labyrinth of glees

Finally its into the 2nd week of July and if you've noticed, i've been counting down eversince June and now that it is July, it's certainly something to rejoice about. One thing i need to confess- for the times that i skipped work with sick as an excuse, it happened so often that i wonder if the people see through it but it doesn't matter beacuse i promise myself that this temporary job stint will be my last that i'll do all these.

This week had been an awesome one with celebrations and meeting up. I got to spend almost the whole Saturday with the boyfriend, it had been long since we've done that. And for the many times that i told him i wanna movie marathoned when we get to spend time like this, i will always be the one who dozed off halfway through the night with the occasional peeps to make sure i am still watching without catching red-handed by the boyfriend. However, the boyfriend always saw through it by checking out on me at intervals, probably because i'd gone all quiet or my hands had slipped off his. Basically, i am a happy girl.
Can't seem to upload peektures in blogger right now, will get it done soon(:

I hope life is this simple that i do not demand as much.